one hour later...

the office is quiet today. many have begun their holiday. no complaints here! if i have to goto work rather than get on the road- i just assume it be a day and pace like this one.

i am emotionally exhausted. this process with charles is very difficult. it is tiring to know how to really obey God and be full of faith. i want to be sensitive to the Spirit. i want to want what God wants more than what i want- but i don't know if i really do.

after work today, i will drive to nashville. it should be about an eight hour trip (max). i am excited to see all of my munchkins. i am also excited to see what charles thinks of them, how they interact together and what my nephews will say when they find out that Charles is from Lagos (pronounced Legos). they really might freak.

i will also be meeting my new niece- nora catherine... ELATED!!!!!!!!!!!

i will also be able to meet charles' best friend chooks. i'm excited to meet him. especially b/c his name is awesome.

i'll come back early next week and may stop in to see my friend shelby in cincinnatti. she just moved back from LA and i'm sympathetic to the adjustment it can be to move to your lame town from some sweet city like LA.

i want to make more space in my life for God to show me what the heck is going on. i really have no idea.