some thoughts of late

: it seems very gross to me to imagine an organ (like an appendix) being pulled through a tiny laproscopic hole in your abdomen.

: i have a new favorite store- urban gardener on high street. me gusto mucho.

: i have identified a dilusion of mine. this week, while off work- i was so self concious not being/feeling productive. i compensated by obsessively thinking about the future. this felt productive to me. my realization is that obsessively thinking about something is infact- not productive.

: on that note and with some humor- i will now share what our life will look like in two years. b/c clearly- i have it all figured out:

~ i will work on and complete my masters in education.
~ we will purchase a house.
~ we will be pregnant.
~ charles will successfully complete the process to apply to in his dream PHD program.
~ i receive counsel and therapy for my deep seeded control issues. :)

: we went to a great party friday night. it was at taylor mansion. it was a thank you party thrown by a good friend from highschool. it was in honor of the community that supported she and her husband through the most difficult year of their marriage. i can think of no better reason to party!

: seedlings have started to sprout for oregano, basil, okra, tomatos, and sage. rosemary is struggling. will purchase lavender and rosemary and perhaps some thyme. this is a picture of my nephew aidan's spice chart.