update

i've had a pretty good week. nothing too high- nothing too low. i am having a monstrously difficult time waking up in the morning. which is a bummer and makes me fell like a slug. i don't have a ton to say- or update you on- but thought i'd write to work towards it becoming a habit.

one thing that i am mulling over is the resentment that i am allowing to fester towards some people/ situations in my life. i approach these like precious jewels or hobbies to spend my time on when bored. i nurture them like little puppy dogs. resentments are not to be messed with... i need to be careful.

FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hello to all my faithful readers. i have had a pretty good week. i'm looking forward to my weekend as well. my week, was not without its low points. my last post- i mentioned my moral faliure. i'm still recooping from its effects. not on my conscience- i do feel forgiven, and i feel completely cured from it happening again; but i'm still feeling the consequences of my choices. this is a good thing and a sign that i have a heart of flesh i suppose. it reminds and inspires me to attempt to live my life with the intention that my actions will need no apology or propt me to regret.

charlie brown's visit was wonderful we had our moments of regret with word and deed as well- but we are growing closer and closer. i love him. he is a wonderufl man. in fact the one i respect the most. he just takes my breath away.

we had our book club monday evening. it was enjoyable. i just started nickle and dimed which is an account of a journalist who has written in the past for harpers (i love harpers), who goes 'undercover' into the low wage earners world. i'm going to see her speak this coming monday at hillel.

i'm also reading a book on marriage and the roles that women and men play in this relationship. it is called each for the other. i like it so far. i just started the politics of jesus as well and am most excited about this read.

i'm including my favorite NYT editorialist newest submission here.

more soon. should be hooked up at the new pad soon.

kickin it

my ass that is...


i did something wrong (morally) yesterday and i'm still recovering. i have the blahs.

tminus 12 hrs till charlie brown arrives. if i've not mentioned this- being in love is way better than i thought.

here i am

well the afternoon lull has hit me. soon i will go and orginize my 900 file project, but for now, i am passing the time at my desk somewhat bored.

i am siked about FINALLY figuring out how to post a link. now i will go link happy!

last night, i walked to meet my mom for dinner, ran errands with her for a bit, and then worked on my apartment. this evening, i'm planning on hitting an early meeting chatting on the phone with two long lost girl friends (one who is a new mom), and conquering my current mountain in life- my bedroom. i'm hoping to arranged my clothes (which are currently 'arranged' in large piles, and set up my computer. we will see!

i'm a bit pissed about something. i see they came out w/ the palm 21. w/ 8mb of memory... BASTARDS!!! now i can end the feelings of pride i had surrounding my first ebay purchase of my zire. btw- i can't find a bible that will fit! what a bummer!

ok- i'm over being pissed.

link

best news.

another friday

well here i am. again. a busy week of settling into my new apartment. it's in a nice neighborhood. i'm fairly exhausted and not even half way settled. my roommate will move in this weekend. that will add chaos and push me further from settledness. i swore that my next roommate would be my husband- but alas- practical measures prevail. this apartment is trading up in every way with the exception of the roommate aquisistion. my roommmates a good kid- and i'm sure that it will work fine. but it is difficult to part with the freedom of singleness. this will probably be better for me anyways.

tonight, i will unpack some more and perhaps make my way down to our local Oktoberfest. i may make it to a meeting tonight- but definately tomorrow. sunday i will work half day settling in with the roomie and then we're hosting a block party- which shuld be fun. i am hoping to get some rest- and also unroll the details for our camping trip next weekend. who knows if that will really happen.

vanity?

so i have not reformed my delinquent blogger ways... but hey- i'm doing the best i can.

the thing that's on my mind is this... is it vain that i want to be anonymous for fear of stalkage? i think in this day in age you have to consider the stalking factor. not b/c i'm stalking material but b/c people be crazy and you never know what they do! so i hope it doesn't seem too presumptuous.